Wednesday, February 14, 2007

The Story of Love


This is a day where we think of love. Yet I have spent most of the day tired and warn out from a busy day yesterday helping a friend in trouble. I have not really had a right attitude and I don't feel very loving at all. I am doing what is expected of me. Yet, it is not me who I look to for love. My savior gives to me even when I have nothing to give. He gave me his life. Loving me when I am not lovable is his specialty. Even in my state of disarray He gave me hope and a future. Knowing that He is always there for me is comforting even though I don't always feel it. I know many people feel alone. We cannot rely on our feelings. We need to rely on the one who gave everything so that we would have abundant life. My love, My God, My friend. If only I could come out of this with a renewed spirit. I know that their is so much more for me than I can see. I just need to continue to press on, to move in the right way, the way of truth. No matter how I feel. The path of obedience even in pain can be long and arduous. Jesus walks the road with us and I would never have it any other way.